Originally published on 11/1/2018
“We share practical ways to declutter your home, schedule, and mental space without getting bogged down by perfection… and we believe that baby steps are key to getting there.”
Have I been following my own advice? Hrm. Baby steps have never been my strong suit.
Take this blog. I consider parenthacks.com and the 10+-year community, conversation and book that came out of it to be my proudest achievement as a writer. The friendships that began here sustain me to this day.
But as my kids grew and my focus shifted, my day-to-day life evolved beyond this space. So did the conversational and info-gathering tools available to new parents. That’s not a bad or sad thing — it’s a reflection of this blog’s natural lifespan. I feel about this arc as I feel about my own kids’ growth. Kids are meant to outgrow their childhoods. That’s a joyful thing.
What I didn’t notice during this natural evolution was a creeping emptiness. I’m not talking about mourning the loss of parenting little kids (I am so much happier as the parent of teens). I’m talking about how, as I unconsciously shifted my online time to social media platforms, I began to feel more and more lonely.
It’s weird, because social media brought more voices I care about online. Friends from childhood mingled with family members and blogging pals and parents I knew from my kids’ schools.
Social media was fun at first, profound even. I got to share this magical Internet with people who never would have started blogs. But the endless stream of voices coming at me from multiple channels grew into a din. As my social stream spilled into the quiet spaces in my life, I fell out of the habit of staying connected to my friends in other ways. The other day I put down my phone after a “harmless” bout of social media scrolling and realized I hadn’t made a coffee date with a friend in months. I love my friends! I love coffee! What’s wrong with me?
For me, blogging started as a way to write. It unexpectedly became a way to connect. From where I stand now, blogging has the potential to be something even more: a way to share being human. A way to share stories and invite conversation online in a way that doesn’t hollow out life offline.
Blogging offers an almost-quaint alternative to the stream…a feed. There’s no missing something a friend posted because you skipped going online that day. No algorithm deciding which posts you see. What I write will be here waiting for you, whenever you feel like dropping by, even if that’s a month from now. There’s no rush, nothing to miss, nothing to respond to unless you feel like it. This is just a place we can hang out and talk about stuff.
This morning I fired up my old feed reader — how I used to follow all the blogs I loved. It felt like returning to a favorite old coffeehouse! Not surprisingly, most of the blogs I used to follow were silent. You can’t go home again, and I’m not trying to. But I am wandering the old neighborhood to find new places to hang out.
Back to the topic of baby steps: I’ve been meaning to start blogging at ashadornfest.com for a while, but I got stuck fretting about blog templates and navigation bars and … who knows what else. It kept me from blogging even though I’ve had plenty of thoughts I’ve wanted to share over the last couple years. Bogged down by perfection, you might say. :-/
So I’ve decided to follow my own advice. While I get my new blog set up (why is it still so hard??), I’ll write here! (Ashadornfest.com redirects here for now.) I’ve invited all my old blogging pals to start writing again. If you’re intrigued, I hope you’ll give blogging a shot, too. No expectations. No timeline. If you wonder what would I write, start with what you currently post on social media.
If all of this sounds too hard, just leave comments. Comments are what turn blogs into conversations.
You know what? It feels really good to take a baby step.
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